Wish upon a star

beauty sleep

2006-07-07T13:31:00.000+08:00

i am really really so tired
cant sleep at night
alot of things in my mind
couldnt help thinking abt it
have to force myself to sleep
cant really wake up in the morning
so much things have happened
my mummy was tired too
hope everything will end soon:)

ahhh chooooo

2006-06-28T12:52:00.000+08:00

well..
i da bao lunch again from home
i haven gotten my pay..
irritating..
haizz...
and i got flu..and cough
oh man..my nose gonna dropped off anytime..
they asked me to take half day leave..
but i dint want..
lol..
sigh...i feeling very sick..
i hate flu.

JJ rocks!!

2006-06-27T13:20:00.000+08:00

went to JJ's concert on sat..with xin ping
really nice lor!!!
i got quite front seats..centre block..the view is PERFECT!!!
haha
he is so talented!!..and he sang all the songs i wanted to hear..
at first i tot he is not going to sing "jiang nan"...
but in the end..he saved it for the last song..
how can dun sing that song rite?..super nice lo
the concert ended at abt 12 midnight..
took one of the SBS bus home..which bring us back to Tampines..directly to my house..
nice hor..reached home pretty fast..and only $2..no need waste $$ on midnight cab..
omg..JJ cried when singing 1 of the songs...
so touching...
hmmm
the audience was great too
overall very high and very entertaining!!!!..
but too bad the special guests are ado and jin sha...
eekks
dun like them leh..why invite them leh
Jin Sha very act cute lo!!
heard that Cyndi Wang xin ling is the special guest for JJ's concert in Shanghai..
so jealous...
boooo
was still feeling excited after the concert..
he is very very very cute...............
AHHHHHHHHHH
haha..
ok..i am crazy...
really hope the concert goes on and on..
oh..and his rapping part very NICE and funny....
haha
ok..enuff of it
realised i dint blog for ages liao..
dun have the mood lo..
now i am at office..da bao lunch from home..
save $$..haha
i really like to work here..pple are nice..and is abt financing..
sth related to my course
yup..hope will entend bah..
heez
will blog some other days..
tata

A Loud Sigh

2006-05-23T09:21:00.000+08:00

haiz..............................
so damn disappointing.....
argh....
oh no..i totally have no mood for my last paper le..
how?how?how?

well..

2006-05-22T10:08:00.000+08:00

well...
there is ONE of my frenz that i really cant stand her..
i knew her for a few years liao..
yup..and she has changed ALOT since then..
i bet wasnt me that changed..i am fine with other peeps though..
she is really so selfish and nv tot of other pple's feeling lo..(one of them is me)
she is becoming from bad to worse..until i really cant stand her..
until i really cant be bothered to call up or sms her that i used to do
hmmmm....
tt's her own life i cant blame her..
juz feel that i dun understand her the way i used to..
well..that's too bad then:(

Still 1 more:(

2006-05-18T09:42:00.000+08:00

well..
been a long time since i blog though..
still having exams lo
i know all of my frens have already finished lo..
and i am still studying like shit
alot of pple asking to go out
sorry guys..
still need to wait..
haha
but i met up some of my frenz for the last 2 days
coz still got 8 more days to my last paper
freaking rite
sigh
some of my frenz are weird..
they kept complaining how bored and sianz is thier life now..
and said AT LEAST I GOT STH TO DO WHICH IS STUDYING..
funny sia..
i wanted to ask them..
so u rather studying than slacking and nua-ing at home lar?
hmmmm
think will be going hk with frenz..
yipppeeee!!!!:)
oh..my dad gave me 2 free movie tickets..haha
weeeeeeeee!!!!

JJ party

2006-04-25T09:54:00.000+08:00

went to JJ's J party on Sun..
with xin ping..
JJ so cute lo..songs are nice too...
too bad the party like quite short..
and i bought the concert tickets!!!
can go up to stage to let JJ sign the tickets..
and i shake his hand..haha..
he look so cute!!!..wooohoooo
anyway..to lishan and maureen..
u all went also ar!!!
nv see u all lo..went there at 5.15..i was one of the few who q all the way to hall 9 leh..
haha
weather was hot tooo...
too bad nv see u alll
sob sob..hehehe

Sianzzzz..Sianzzzz

2006-03-22T09:54:00.000+08:00

alrights..
my revision lectures started lor..
not even 1 week break after my exams..
kinda sianz..
dragged myself to lecture yesterday..
oh man..really horrible..
so sleepy...
sianz!!
sigh..guess wad..
i will have a lecture next thurs...
6-9pm!!..
and night leh..omg..
kill me lar....

busy busy busy

2006-03-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

Disney on ice was Great!
Princesses were so BEAUTIFUL...
the ice-skating performance was awesome!!
too bad Winnie the Pooh and friends were not there:(
we juz sat 3 rows from the stage..near near..
cheap tickets tooooo..heezzz
anyway..
went marina square today...
ate sakae sushi...very full..
then went to Food Fair at Suntec..
so crowded..i hate crowdeed areas!!
but my dad wanna go:(
Jolene!!!..so sorry abt it leh..
kept on delaying the perfume thingy...
know u very busy!!!
so guilty of it:(
the time isn't juz right leh..haha
so paiseh..hope u dun mind...if really busy this week..
then it's ok!!!u can juz keep it for the moment..
hehehehehe

Disney on Ice!!!

2006-03-17T10:00:00.000+08:00

yayayayay!!!
exams finally over:)
and the good news is...
i going to watch Disney on Ice on sat!!!!:)
so excited..
can see my mickey mouse
wahaha
anyway...
i collecting magical badges from 7-11 leh..
so anyone got extras or dun want hor
give me or..or i buy from u:)
heeez
ciao!

finally

2006-03-11T16:08:00.000+08:00

yo yo..
finally..i can have a good rest..
but still got 1 more paper to go..it will be on thurs though...
so mb take a break first..
hmmm
yesterday after my POA exam..
met Jolene at TM..
after which..i feel like going Zara to buy clothes..
so we took bus there..
yup..i bought a NICE t-shirt from zara..$19.90 Only!!!
i like it alot ...haha..
so pretty..
thanx to jolene too..for giving some comment..
after which..went to eat LJS..
then went home lor..reached home abt 11pm..
hmmm...
btw..i always enjoyed the shopping trip with Jolene..
haha
Hey gal..if u reading this entry..
thanx for ur company for yesterday!!
hang out soon...and our shopping trip:)

aiyo

2006-03-01T23:22:00.000+08:00

juz watched the result for Star Idol..
aiyooooooooo...
why alicia out leh..
now left with all guys...
weird leh...
actually no very into the show lah..
juz curious why alicia is out..
tot she quite popular lor...
hmmmmm

oh man..my computer died offff

2006-03-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm..
i cannot use my comp le lar.
coz my comp DIED le............
yesterday wass till ok leh..
who knows..this morning i on it..
kept letting out "beep" sound and monitor no image lor..
sianz..
now using my bro's comp..
i want my comp back..booo
mb it's time to change a new comp...
wahahaha
but no money leh..
nvm lah..
now exams period..
bear with it for a while since i will not be using much often recently
aiyo..
damn sianz lar..
my comp old lorrrrr.....
time to retire

Baby Minnie

2006-02-26T16:26:00.000+08:00

hahahaha..
my brother juz caught a Baby Minnie for $2 only..
which means we got a pair of baby Mickey and baby Minnie!!!
so cute lor..
minnie in pink colour...so sweet:)

headache

2006-02-24T15:13:00.000+08:00

having headache now..
was studying and trying to find some notes online
some online pple irritated me...
damn..
can't they understand english?
i wrote " DO NOT DISTURB..MUGGING HARD NOW"..
and they still msg me..
and give all sort of nonsense
and accused me of blah blah blah..
damn lar..
after much explanation..
they still dun understand...
am i talking to alien?
yes..i think i am really talking one.
eeewwwww

OMG..it's gross!!!

2006-02-23T11:20:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo..i'm back blogging!!..
recently been mugging real hard..
i am so satisfied with myself..haha
btw...i even dreamt of accounting stuff when sleeping..
dreamt of calculating figures.
dreamt of tables....and calculators...
for the past few days...i was pia-ing my accounting stuff like mad...
this feeling really sucks..so stress
and turned out i dint sleep well at night...
i need to DESTRESS!!!!!..
yup..
finally..1 day without mugging..
yesterday went to watch Final Destination 3 with Jolene...
OMG...it's so NICE...and damn gross......
nice nice..haha..i like it...
the way they died is so damn gross lor..
they are all SMASHED!!!!...
bleah..
i was shivering and whining during the show..
end of the show..i sorta lost my appetite for dinner..
haha....same goes to Jolene..
but..nice show overall:)...
after which..went clubbing with Jolene!!..
woohoooo...quite last min lar..
i only decided to go after the movie ended..
first time went clubbing with Jolene..
have FUN FUN FUN!!!!!..
it's been long since i went clubbing..
went home pretty late..damn tired lar..but..i dint slept well again at night..
been dreaming of weird stuff again!!
booo..
woke up pretty early in the morning...was feeling tired again..
lack of sleep really sux...
Hey Jolene..thanx for yesterday!!..jio me again ok?..when i really have enuff sleep:)

JJ Lin JunJie New Album--Cao Cao

2006-02-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah yeah!!!!
juz bought JJ's new album " Cao Cao" this afternoon..
shall listen to it tmr...
love his new song so much..haha..
JJ rocks!!!..
anyway..met up with jy in the evening..
quite last min though...
then went her house for dinner...
after which..we went compasspoint together...
went arcade...played a few games..to collect tickets..haha...
went to catch soft toy too...none of us caught anything today..
no luck man...
saw 1 couple caught bugs bunny after a few tries..
damn lucky lar......................
haha..but nvm lar..have fun though!..
then we walked ard compasspoint lor..went sembawang music centre..
saw Kelly's limited ed album..which cost 28.90...
oh man..damn ex lar...so forget it..
later on went mini toons..jy bought a eeyore soft toy for me!!
as bday present..:)
so cute lor..thanx gal!!
like it alot...
hehe..hope u have fun today tooo...
when i got money jio u go arcade again..

Kelly Pan Jia Li's New album

2006-02-16T14:58:00.000+08:00

Kelly Pan Jiali's album out already!..
heard her new song " Ai Wu Li " from 933..
cool...love her new song..
anyone got this song-- Ai Wu Li???
pls tag me and send me hor!!!
thanx thanx:))))))

Happy V day too all!!

2006-02-15T10:52:00.000+08:00

arranged my timetable for my revision lessons already..
anyway..the timetable so sucky lar..
dun really like it..
pretty unfair too coz certain year 1 students can choose their slots on 13 feb(mon) leh..for business and certain courses..
for ours..so sway lor..neeed to wait till 14 feb..
by the time..all good slots got selected by those students on mon le lor!!!
damn it lar...
luckily we reached the library pretty early..booked 2 computers...
by the time..the library already packed with year 1 students lar..
so ks...lol..
then waited 1/2 for the system to start...
then started choose...then realised good slots all gone..sianz1/2..then anyhow select..
luckily n o need to come back on sat and sun lor!!
going back on sat and sun really sux lar!!!!
heng ar..luckily i no need lor..
those who choose later on got weekends slots man...
oh no...
my timetable sux coz i got evening classes!!..till night ar..
by the time i reach home..dunno wad time le lar.....................
haizzzzz...
OMG.. i wanna watch final destination 3!!!!..yippee..my fav show leh..wahahaha...hope it is as nice as part 1 and 2:)
okok..anyway...
happy v day to all!!~~~~
had pretty fun celebration yesterday:)
went glasshouse fish & co for dinner.. (at first i tot it is called greenhouse lor..damn funny lar)
very very loong queue...but we reached there early and there are alot of empty spaces..so the queue went quite fast:)..
really had fun yesterday:)
thanx for spending time with me toooooo:)

long long story...

2006-02-11T15:21:00.000+08:00

hmm...
i am suffering from serious muscle aching from doing housework lar....
coz my parents sent our maid back le..
long story man..damn sianz lor..
sigh.....
now have to take turns to do housework b4 my new maid arrive...
haiz...nvm lar..treat it as exercising..lol..
anyway..count down to my mock exams..
abt 24 days left...
oh no oh no...
started to revise already..but still scared lar..
although is mock exam only..
having study break soon tooo...
yup..need to mug hard hard lor...
but also hope to meet up some of my frenz tooo..
i miss u guys~~~~~
:)

i hate it........

2006-02-04T21:24:00.000+08:00

finally...all house visitings are over..
really hate it when my aunties like to pinch my face..
and said..
"wah.. u really very cute leh..getting cuter le hor"..
then i was telling my mummy..
"aiyo..i already 20 yrs old le leh..why they still pinch my face..treating me as small kids like tt"...
haha...tt's funny lor..
dun really like it..haha..
besides all this..bai nian-ing was great:)
although my ang bao money shrink every year..*bleah*..
haha...
anyway...on wed..some of my relatives came to bai nian..
oh man..really hate it..
my nieces and nephews all so hyper-active lor..
running here and there..playing hide and seek(they hid in my cupboard..and all my clothes were on the floor!!!)..
worst still..kept on jumping on my bed..
stepping on my doggies!!!
boooooo
in the end..my room was so messy..

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2006-01-29T10:28:00.000+08:00

to all my frens:

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

May u all get alot of ang-bao...

hehe...:)

2 more days

2006-01-27T09:45:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah yeah..
2 more days..
tmr is reunoin dinner le..
cant wait....
anyway..i am quite done with my shopping stuff too..
new bag..new shoes..new clothes..new contact lenses(the one tt will make ur eyes look bigger)..andsome cosmetics..
except i haven really bought some accessories..
i spent like abt..100 bucks only..
all cheap and nice..
ya..thanx to my mummy who paid all for me..
later meeting jy at tm..
hopefully can get some accessories bah..
if not..its ok too..see how lor..
and..i trim my eye brow le..
wahahaha..look funny..but i like it..
yippeee..
ang bao angbao...here i come:)

8 more days

2006-01-21T10:03:00.000+08:00

ok..let me count down..
8 more days to CNY!!
hehe..
very excited abt it..
anyway....cant wait for the reunion dinner too...
oh no..
i realised i haven bought my ccny clothes and other stuff yet..
was sick days ago..
so nv go shopping at all..
damn sianz...
cant wait for next tues duh...shopping!!!
then hor..
i wanna to say sth..
JY, Lishan and Maureen!!!..
sorry for not doing the "MEME" that u all have tagged me..
feel damn lazy lar and dun feel like doin...
if 1 day i feel like doin then i do hor..
hahaha...
and...
JY ar...u free next fri rite?..wanna meeetup b4 CNY?..hehehehe

Weird.....

2006-01-20T17:05:00.000+08:00

yup..it's raining now..
the weather is cold..and i lovin' it..
wahhaha..
staying at home the whole day..
studying...
hard-working hor???..
lol..bo bian lar..
i was thinking sth...
it really amused me tt some of frenz are so thick-skinned and so AA(attract attention) ....
it really shocked me of wad some of my frenz comment abt themselves..(without using their brains)
it really makes me feel so damn weird why they are acting like this..
it really confused me why some of my frenz are not satisfied with wad they have now??always complain and complain....

ok..enuff of all this..
juz my tots only..no offence lar..no one in specific..for those who read my blog and think its u..then i got nothing to say..
on a lighter note...
yupyup...can't wait to go shopping next week!!
CNY is coming!!wooohoooo

OMG..i feel like dying

2006-01-17T19:02:00.000+08:00

OK..I AM SERIOUSLY SICK!!
I FEEL LIKE DYING NOW!!(OK..SAID IT ALOT OF TIMES DURING LECTURE)
CAN SOMEONE JUZ CHOP OFF MY NOSE?..
CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE
CANNOT EVEN GO SHOPPING THIS WEEKK
DAMN!!
OMG...
Jolene ar..damn sorry leh..haha..date u next week..
CONFIRM ok?..
will sms u again:)
if u still can meet up next wed..let's set on wed first:)

SHE ROCKS!!

2006-01-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

juz bought SHE lastest album..
wooohooo!!
kept on listening and listening..
love all their songs!!!
i love them alot!!
wahaha
they really improved alot..
hope they will release their next album ASAP!!..
hehe
....................
sigh...
i am down with flu !!!..
oh man..muz be the sudden change of weather lor..
hate it!!
CNY coming soon..cannot be sick...NOOOOO
well..
shld be going for shopping again next week!!
Yippeeee..

I LOVE MICKEY MOUSE!!

2006-01-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

sigh....
stopped raining for 2 days le..
weather not cold anymore..(neither it's warm)
although raining is like so inconvenient when going out..
but i juz love the cold weather!!
why can't the weather be cold without raining!!..
like in taiwan...i simply love the weather there..
wahahaha...
anyway...went marina square with kelly ..
met her twice for this week!..
wed for a movie
and now for shopping!!
and she needs to pass me my belated bday present!!
guess wad she gave me ???
MICKEY MOUSE WATCH!!!
oh my god..so pretty lor..recently in love with mickey mouse!!
love it alot!!..
thanx gal for the present though its belated..
better than those who promise to give me sth but in the end never!!..
haha...
ok..tt's not the point..
bought this lovely shoes from marina square...
$29.90...purple colour...for new year ya...
kelly bought the same pair!!!..copycat!!...
haha..
after which..we went to wait for bus 107 to go home..
anyway..we waited from 7.10 pm to 7.45pm..
then we realised the FIRST bus coming at 7.55pm!!!
omg..can u imagine?..we kept on waiting for the bus without realising tt the first bus is coming at 7.55pm lor!!
damn funny lar....
by the time i reached home..i was damn tired le lar..
haha..
sianz..my mock exams coming soon le..
time to study lor!!!!...

The Heirloom

2006-01-12T17:38:00.000+08:00

went to watch "The Heirloom" yesterday...
taiwan horror movie..
very last min actually...
coz i WON the contest from i-weekly magazine ..
then won a pair of preview tickets to this show..
actually i forgot tt i took part in the contest le..
nvm..tt's not the point..
the movie ar..
the plot not bad actually...quite interesting..
BUT...it is not SCARY enough!!
not scary at all..
how can a horror movie not scary rite?..
haha..
but ok lahz...coz its FREE!!!..
haha...
today such a nice weather for sleeping..
woke up so damn early to go sch..
u know wad happen???
THE LECTURE GOT CANCELLED LAST MIN LOR!!
WITHOUT EVEN INFORMING US LEH...NO EMAILS!!NOTHING!!!
THE LCTURER GOT STH ON LAST MIN..SO WE WAITED IN THE LT...
THEN THE ADMIN PERSON CAME IN AND SAID THE LEC CANCELLED
WTH!!
WAD IS THIS LOR...
REALLY SIANZ1/2..
sigh..got make up lec le lor..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So lucky man..

2006-01-10T22:02:00.000+08:00

see the photo above??..

juz now after buffet at marina square..

we went to suntec..

passed by the arcade there...

so decide to catch the soft toy...

OMG!!

so lucky lor.......

i only used $2 leh..and i caught this donald duck le!!!!

WAHAHA!!

damn happy lahzzzz

hehe..

so cute rite?..

only $2 leh..

Happy bday

2006-01-10T11:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my bday..
received quite alot of birthday messages from my dear frenz..
thanx alot!!..
din't expect so many sms-es from u all..
haha..especially some of them..
really din't expect tt they know when is my bday:)
THANKS!
ok...
wanna thank Lene also!!..
for tt cute piglet!!!hahaha
love it lots
hehe..
enjoy the celebration with u and jy on sun..:)
ok..next topic..
watched the charity show on sun..
love SHE performance!!
they sang LIVE leh..
so cool..they relly improved alot..
ok..going for buffet lunch with my family now..
will blog more later:)

PISSED!!

2006-01-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

SICK OF U..

SICK OF U!!!!!..

F***

so touched

2006-01-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

heard something quite disappointing today..
hmmmmm...
OH MY GOD!!....
received the gold NIKE sling bag as one of my bday present from my uni frenzzz!!..
i am so touched......oh no...really so touched..
thanx so much gals!!!!..
really like it alot...
unlike some of my so-called "good frenz"..
hmm..dun bother much anyway..
heyz frenz...thanx for everything..
for any presents u all get..really the tot tt counts... and i appreciate it!!
TO: Serene, Xiang Jun,Xinping,Glecy and Haze..
THANX SO MUCH for the gift and thanx haze for the lunch this afternoon..
really appreciate it:)
so happy..

shall not be bothered by my so-called "GOOD FREN"..

happy 2006!!

2006-01-02T14:27:00.000+08:00

hmm...wad a good start for 2006..
yesterday went out with my parents,bro and his gf..
was having fun..
we ate Sakae Sushi(marina square) coz i have the 20 gift vouchers..
ate alot of red plates..wahaha..
once in a blue moon..normally dun even dare to take red plate..
coz my dad paying all..haha...
then we juz ordered the red plates..
my bro kept psycho-ing my dad to order red paltes coz "it's nice.."..blah blah..
wonderful meal!!..so full....
the meal coz $100 over ...wahahahaha...
later on,
went to this shop called "Collectionz"..
alot of tikam capsule machine...but each coz $2 each..
saw CHICKEN LITTLE AGAIN!!..those normally $1 outside all out of stock..
this one $2 leh..so tempted to play lor...
then my bro contributed $4...and we turned..
HOOORAY!!..got the fox and chicken little!!!
then my dad also wanted to play!!..so funny.....change another $2..
hooray!!!..got Abby the ugly duckling..........!!!!all we dun have de lor!!
so lucky..so happy...
then we went to arcade...wanna catch PIGLET one..
then my dad changed another $5 to catch..
sianz...cannot catch leh!!
sianz1/2
then later on went home lor..
wad a great day
heez.......................:)

gloomy sunday

2005-12-30T16:42:00.000+08:00

juz now i was watching some tv show..
abt those weird stuff happening in the world..
then they were talking abt this song..
called "Gloomy Sunday"..
this song was composed 50+ years ago..ard 1940s like tt..
then this song was banned for ard 15 years...
coz 100 over people who have listened this song COMMITED SUICIDE!!...
then they played the song during the show..
and i listened..............
really damn creepy leh...........
for those who are really sad and depressed...
really cannot listen lor..really very saddening..
makes u feel tt there is no hope in ur life..
lucky i in good mood leh..
or else.........CHOY!!!!..
hahaha...

photos updated!

2005-12-29T10:07:00.000+08:00

well..i realised i took so many photos lor..unable to upload here lahz..
then i already upload to photobucket le..
under my LINK "My Photos"
u all can view it there!!

Merry Christmas pple!!

2005-12-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!!!
hhahaaa..
but i will be away from 24th dec to 27th dec again..
so wish all my frenz merry christmas in advanceD!!
its seems i miss my xmas celebration every year..(last year..last last year also)
sorry for those who asked me out for count down party or on xmas day itself..
mb will join u all next year!!!..
meanwhile..dun miss me pple?..
wahahaha..juz kidding..
will be back on next tues..anything juz sms me bah..
but i not bringing my phone...will reply when i am back:)
MERRY XMAS peeps!!!!

2005 coming to an end:)

2005-12-22T14:26:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating since i'm back
haha..alot of things to do lahz...
btw..i will upload my taiwan and disneyland photos soon!!!..
heez..
well.. recently met up with no of frenz.. to pass the stuff i bought for them..
i had a hard time arranging meet ups with my frenz duh..
sianz...all not to my convenience though..
spending alot of time and money travelling juz to pass them those few items..
haizzzz
yesterday met up with jy to pass her stuff too.
had a great time talking to her..
but thinking of the distance back home makes me feel so sick...
lol...
today suppose to meet up with aileen..but guess wad..she is sick lahzzzz...
so cancelled again..have to arrange another day!!
OMG....
think i have phobia arranging meet up le...
ok..will upload photos soon:)
cyaaaa

i am back!!

2005-12-18T18:36:00.000+08:00

yoz pple!!
i'm back liao...
will update soon again!!
i will go and unpack my stuff now:)

Chicken Little is SOOOO Cute!!!

2005-12-10T12:48:00.000+08:00

Oh my...i really really in love with Chicken Little now!!
haha..
i went to watch it after school with Xiang Jun,Serene and Xin ping...
at PS...
really feel so happy after watching...
although the show is quite short..it's worth it!!
coz they are juz juz juz so CUTE!!!..lol............dint regret watching:)
took neo print with them yesterday...
feel so happy!!..coz this is our FIRST neoprint tt we took together..heez..
i was grinning when i was looking at the neo print...
so so nice:)..
hhez.....
Yipppeeee...1 more day to Taiwan and HK...wun be updating till i am back..
dun miss me ok?.(anyway..i blog like once in a blue mooooon)..
so excited..can't sleep last night le...
i change my blog le...nice?...pls give me some comments ok??!!!
oh no..i haven finished packing though...feel so damn lazy...haha...
how i wish i can go to taiwan immediately..
have to say sorry to some of my frenz for not meeting up with them...
will meet u all up when i am back ok?..
it's a happy entry isn't it?..heez
happy happy happy!!!!
wahaha...cya guys...
will remember all of ur presents:)

these few days

2005-12-04T15:28:00.000+08:00

these few days....nothing mucch happened..
juz kept on counting down the no of days to taiwan and hk!!..
7 more days!!!
i realised alot of my frenz are going to hk during dec...heez...dunno fun anot!!
last wed went to watch harry potter!!!..not bad duh...and tixs only $2
mb i nv read the book..so not so disappointed after watching...
then thurs i went sch lib to study ..borrow some reference books to take down some notes lor..think better start studying lah..or else i cannot catch up again..
then fri i went home after sch..played the SIMS 2..really nice game but abit lag leh...My SIMS gave birth to a twin ok??..not bad huh?..
but very diff to control them leh..the babies always cry de..sianzzzzzzzzz
stayed at home on sat..very lazy to go out bah...
today also stayed at home..now blogging...but juz now went TM to eat lunch with my bro and gf...at cafe cartel...then i went to apply the student discount card..wahahaaaaa...quite nice leh...heez...
then i went to toys r us to play with the capsule machine...got Chicken Little figurine leh...sianz..left with only 2 lor..then i turn the last two..and guess wad i got...
Chicken Little's Daddy and The alien's Son i think...so sianz lor...i want chicken little...then saw some Disney Princess capsule also..not bad...then turned 1 out lor..not bad lar..
heezzzzzz.....
really excited abt my trip to taiwan...really cant wait man...pls let time pass faster bah!!!..wahaha...oh..JY!!!u back le ma?..fun anot?...heez....

shopping

2005-11-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

my computer is freaking slow again..arghhhhh...

ok..went out with my mum today..shopping!!!!!!

firstly went to "Pepper Lunch"...damn nice lor..i want to go again!!!..but quite ex leh..

then we walked down to taka..shop awhile then went centre point...but...halfway through...my mum saw UOB bank lor..then she wanna change a new bank book..but u know..the queue is damn lng..in the end..wasted 1 hour plus there lor..

then we took taxi down to Chinatown to collect our air tickets..and headed to Tampines Mall rite after tt...bought a damn nice demin jacket lor..!!!yeah....haha...and my mum paid for it...so nice leh...wahahhaa...

then we went to eat ice-cream..walk ard...bought nothing much lar..besides tt demin jacket only..but my mum bought alot..2 pairs of shoes...some clothes...food...lol...she like so long nv go shopping lor..shop till 6 plus then we went home..

VERY tiring.....

since a long time

2005-11-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

hello pple..
it's been a long time since i update my blog..
but hey..i change my blog skin recently only..
not blogging due to several reasons:

1)LAZY(duh!!)

2) my comp has been attacked by those stupid SPYWARE...and really slows down my entire computer...(sigh...really freaking slow tt i am sick of it)

3)nothing much happen lately..

4)alot of tests recently..and assignments...(stress!!)

5)Just FORGET lor..(haha)

ok..i know almost all my frenz are done with their exams...end of their nightmare(for time being)..but sadly...mine is juz the STARTING!!!..argh...i am so damn sianz..

has been going out k-boxing, meeting frenz for lunch..shopping recently lor..really enjoyed their company ...nothing much interesting...so wad's the pt of blogging leh..haha...

anyway...super pissed with someone lately..i cant stand it anymore...sianz...stop pissing me laarrrrrr...

oh ya..SHE album out le!!yippeeeeeee..a long wait since their last album lor..gonna buy soon...wait for meeee!!!..and i gonna give up watching tong xin yuan and watch zhen ming tian nu instead..Tong Xin Yuan juz sux lar...sick of it lor...

starting to count down for my taiwan+hongkong trip...yeah!!!..finally something to look forward though...yup yup..tt's all for today..will try to update soon:)

taiwan..here i come!!

2005-10-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

yeah..this week has been a happy week...

i am damn happy!!!!...

and..

FINALLY!!!...

i going to taiwan and hong kong in dec!!!!

yeah!!!!..with my mommy....

here i come!~

the time machine

2005-10-05T10:23:00.000+08:00

yoz...

was watching a vcd called "The Time Machine"..i think tt this movie was shown years ago..

but my brother rented it last week..so i decided to watch it too...

well..i must say it is a nice show...

here the story goes:

this person invented time machine..becoz his loss of his beloved gf..he decided to go back to the past to save her gf again..

who knows..his gf died again..rather sad huh...

then he decided to go to the future..i think is 2030..

cool man!..the technology was like soooo...awesome...unbelievable..

then he went further to dunno which yr...the year which the moon cracked into piece..

end of the world...so scary...

then he tried to escaped using time machine..who knows he suddenly got hit by sth..then he fainted...

the time machine juz kept on going and going and going...till Year 80000000000(dunno how many zeros)...alot lor..

i was like huh?....abit amused..

the whole high technology world turn into tribal life again..with the moon cracked in the sky...

pple dunno how to speak english...and there are 2 types of human beings living in this world..

one on the ground....one UNDERground...

becoz of end of the world....the earth collapsed and some pple were buried underground for yearsssssssss...

the UNGERground human will hunt for the human on the ground for foot...

scary huh?...then this person decided to destroy underground human using his time machine..

the machine exploded underground..and they were destroyed..and this person had to stay in the future forever....

---end of story----

cool rite?..if nv watch it b4..go and rent the vcd..worth watching!!!!..

nice weather today..luckily no sch today..hheee..then can sleep till 10 plus..wahaha...

so shiok... got to study later...

sianz.........

longggg

2005-10-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

i realised i nv blog for some times...lol...

hmm..juz now wanna blog..but under maintanance..juz my luck..

now finally can blog liao...

life has been ok recently..not much to complain abt..therefore nothing much to blog..

except more hw now?..but ok lar..or else damn slack..

accounting more difficult now..still like it alot..but hor..sometimes dun study..need to trevise alot..

well...i decided to join volleyball again...thanx to glecy..

nvm..pei her bah..and no harm playing again..

can train up my stamina again..

went out shopping with some of my frenz last week..and for a movie tooo...

yup..spending money like nobody biz..how?..need to work leh!!

any lobang??

yup..other than tt..nothing else to blog..

no sch tmr..yippeee...but have to bring my maid see doctor..sianz...

addicted to Jolin's songs recently...damn nice lor..wahaha

time for dinner..cya..

scared

2005-09-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

i am dan freaking scared now..

how?..juz watched "The Red Shoes" with kelly...

oh no..freak out!!..so scary...so disgusting..

but very nice leh....

damn..how to go to sleep!!!!:(

quiz

2005-09-21T18:46:00.000+08:00

tt's pretty funny:)

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60%

Pride: 60%

Sloth: 40%

Greed: 20%

Wrath: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 29%

You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths.

How Sinful Are You?

looking forward

2005-09-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm....

nv blog for days..kinda feeling slack recently..

here come to the end of my 1 week break...

finally...i have been looking forward to sch...miss my frenz there..

nv go out at all for the 1 week..kinda feeling lazy and down..

so watch tv..study lor..

i begin to realise how realistic pple are..

how selfish they all...like the phrase" ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mian"...

saw it personally how some pple..even those pple who are close to u, break the promise..

tt's sad huh...mb they dun realise it at all..until one day other pple do the same thing to them...

and did not bother to apologise

then they will feel how i felt tt time..

how this world becoming more and more "weird"?...

hahaha..aiya..wadever...at least i do have some good pals who care for me....good parents who dote me lahz...

but my frenz more stressed than me lahz..so cannot be bothered to tell them my problems..

haha..so i complain to myself lahz..

it's another phase of life..tt i have to grow stronger..

be more independent...and i started to feel so..

yes..i am more independent..compared to last time..

so let me grumble...after this..i will stand up again ..and be STRONG!!!

freaking pissed

2005-09-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

i am so freaking irritated by some of THEM today..

sick of them..boo!..

juz keep on assuming everything ...

previously said they will confirm with me..and i said ok..

and now.. end up saying i hesistated..so they juz assume i dun want..

FReaking pissed..sianz...

why are all my frenz like tt?...and did not even bother to tell me tt they have already decided everything!!!!arghhhhhh

sometimes i wonder if they are remember me as a frenz..:(

superstar

2005-09-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

was watching jue du superstar final yesterday..

OMG....Derrick and JJ is so cute.. really love derrick alot leh!!..he is so cute!!...hope he got his own album and i can go and buy!!...but unlikely...coz he will be going to ns soon..

OMG... Leon and Jun Yang so Shuai....

OMG... Kelly's performance is GREAT!!..

kind of expected weilian will win lah...though i dun really support him...but still muz say..

"congrats to kelvin!!!!"

well..wad to do?...but looking forward to Kelly's album!!

got jue dui superstar Concert on 30th september leh...

feel like going...WHO IS INTERESTED???..anyone????

Yay!!..sch's quite busy recently..and i got 1 week break leh..

finally..not enuff sleep recently..booooooo...

like today...half conscious during math lec..well...feel so sianz

nothing much

2005-08-28T15:47:00.000+08:00

went k box yesterday...

was fun..so long nv sing liao...

besides this..nothing much happened lately..

so ya..nothing much to blog..

ciao

hmmm

2005-08-24T09:41:00.000+08:00

yoz peeps!!..

yesterday i saw Daphne from Singapore Idol...at my sch canteen...

she is with 1 ang mo guy ..then we thinking whether is he her bf?..

lol...then glecy so evil...she wanna see how short she is...lol..

thanx to glecy...we got to know this cool guy...

from japan u know?..cool huh..he quite poor thing..sitting alone..then gelcy jio him to join us..

yippee..starting to love accounting more..although it gets tougher now..booooo

but i hate econs lec...can someone help me?...:(

clicks

2005-08-22T09:59:00.000+08:00

forgot to mention i went out with my ij clicks last wed..

lol..glad we still remember 1 another...*grinz*..

have fun..crapping and crapping...

met up for a few hours then some of them gotta go back to their hostel..

although the meetups was short..it was really short and sweet..

at least they bother to meet up..

unlike some of my frenz..dun even bother to meet up...due to wadsoever reasons lah..

yup..hope we can meet up more often:)

today got no sch...yippeee....

gonna stay at home to revise my lec and tutorial qns...

oh..my mum juz bought kelly's single..hope she will win bah:)

tt's the end of my superstar craze.... not gonna waste time watching or rushing home to watch it anymore:)

happy shopping

2005-08-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

on fri..i felt so damn happy...lol...

know the reason why?..

coz i went shopping with my mum..and my mum paid for everything..wahaha

then i bought alot of things...really alot..i calculated..over 100 bucks++++++...

woohoo..and my mum paid for everything!!!Yeah....

it has been such a long time such someone paid for my shopping expenses..

haha....cannot stop myself buying..then kept on buying and buying...u know lar..Singaporeans like to use OPM aka "Other Pple's Money"

love the stuff i bought...can't wait to wear and use them..

i have tidied up my room..making space for my new items..lol..efficient huh?...

happy shopping!!..i think only once in a blue moon...coz my mum is so busy...

haiz

2005-08-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

i was reading the channel U forum juz now..coz nothing to do..

then i realised..not only me..there were alot alot alot of pple grumbling abt the result of JUe Dui Superstar...they are even writing up a petition for Junyang..but come on lar..will they change the result even got petition..no lor..

then i read wad they wrote in the forum..some reasonable and fair enuff...but some are really against weilian..and saying nasty thing..

haiyo..since he is already in..forget it lar..let him win lor..no pt saying nasty words lar...juz grumble can le lar..

coz the show is really damn disaapointing..and such a disgrace..sigh...

first time i saw such a poor management of shows...

i was thinking..if weilian is not blind..will pple still support him?...

i know no pt pondering over it lah..but juz feel so damn unfair..

is like they are kicking out potential superstar like Junyang juz becoz weilian is "special"..

no offence though..but i feel that..he will be like Ocean Ou De Yang...only can record his album and cannot perform outdoor..giving autographed session..having own performance...having eye contact or interaction with fans..

but hor..seriously...i guess for the grand final...no one really will watch it..except for kelly and weilian fans bah..but hor..i think mostly weilian's so called fans are aunties bah...tt's wad i read from forum..coz weilian only knows how to sing oldies..

and i think tt Quan Yi Feng is so unprofessional lor..how can she say such a thing rite?..saying weilian called up and said "sorry" to the backstage pple..blah blah blah..

sianz..cannot buy Junyang's single..he sang Tong Hua really so touching ..even better than Guang Liang..

hope they will still release his single bah...Agree?..YES!!!

Jun Yang Rocks

2005-08-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG!!!

Junyang Rocks!!!!...eps when he sings "Tong Hua"..

he got 44.5 for tt song!!...

hope he will win..my target changed liao..wahaha..

Pls support him..hahaha

one of my fren's fren from NUS took photo with him!!..he is an arts student..

i am jealous..hmmm

busy

2005-08-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

oh man..i am so damn tired today...

the train is so packed..no seat..so tiring standing from clementi to tampines..omg..

getting more and more busy with sch...

honeymoon period is OVER!!!..boo...

more and more tutorials..:(

but...i am still enjoying the lec and course..yr 2 modules will be even cool!!!

so damn interesting..yeah...can't wait to guaduate!!..lol..oops..

juz attending 3 weeks lec lor..still got 3 more yrs leh!!

NEWs

2005-08-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

hmm..

was at home the whole day..watching tv and i know sth new..

u know how the word "NEWS" came abt?..those news on newspaper and tv...

"NEWS" stands for North East West South ..interesting huh?..

mb u guys knew abt it..but i juz knew it today..damn amazed by it..

coz everyday..we will read news from newspaper..wothout thinking why it is called "NEWS"...

lol.... guess i being bored here..argh..so sianz..

guys..ask me out!!!..lol

sigh

2005-08-12T14:46:00.000+08:00

after watching the result of JUe Dui Superstar..

i feel so damn unfair..i am happy that Kelly got in...but........

very sad when Wei Jian (Derrick) is out...feel so sad for him when he cried yesterday and he sang his last song..i am so touched by it..

sigh..cannot see his performance liao..

i think that this show sux..allowing kelvin( Wei Lian) to get in..

how can he be the superstar?does he have the "tiao jian" to be one?..

he sings well..but omg..he is blind.. the most impt thing for superstar is to have eye contact with the audience and fans..not juz able to sing well..

i admire his courage..but pls..we are choosing SUPERSTAR here..sigh...nvm..it's already over..

i am not trying to look down on him or sth..he sings well..but surely not the superstar type..

this show is already getting more and more sucky...i am not saying derrick is the best or wad..but at least..........

forget it..this show sux...

happy

2005-08-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

did my tutorials last few days le..so damn free now..

later meeting up a frenz..

last fri meet up with kelly..bought alot of things also...sianz..on sale lor..if dun buy like a bit dui bu qi myself..

later going again..hope i dun spend money le..not working anymore..

cannot afford to keep on buying clothes...

sch's fine..saw another ajcian again..lol...alot of familiar faces now..

no need to worry le..heez...

yeah..tonight got "jue dui superstar"...pls support wei jian..lol...

nothing to blog liao...cya..

Due Dui Superstar

2005-08-06T18:28:00.000+08:00

hmm..i guess now the common topic among pple will be "Jue Dui Superstar" bah..

even my mum is like chasing after this show lor..wahaha...

well..wad i can say is..those i really support one are already out lor...so like abit no pt watching..sigh...

at first..i support Leon, Wei Chong and Weijian for the male contestants...female one will be Kelly only..glad she is still in!!..

well..for the male ones...all out!!!..only left with Wei Jian...sigh...hope he will get in to the finals..

now my mind kept on appearing this song "The Moon Represent my Heart"..sang by Weijian on wed...

my god..damn nice lor...then my mum likes Jun Yang..lol....i neutral lor...as if he is her son lor!!!..haha...kept on praising him..

i really think that their way of calculating the score is very dumb..30% from judges and 70 % from voting..so dumb lor...

wad is the p t when the person cannot sing well and this person gets alot of votes..his/her singing still sux...like someone from the show lar..dun want to name who..

can see some of them improving liao...but some really cannot make it..very shocked tt candyce is out already...tot is silver...hmm...anyway..as long as kelly and weijian are not out..i am fine with anybody..wahahaha

i juz being bo liao here..nothing to do at home..cannot go out again1!!!..coz parents not in sg again!!!!..sigh....so i am here crapping lor...

anyway... i met another ajcian in sch yesterday...so cool..seeing more and more familiar faces liao...so nv really regret rejecting ntu though...been looking forward to banking and accounting class..but next tues no class!!..coz of national day.. Math lec is the worst lah...most of them learnt in jc liao..like repeating everything..so boring..nearly fell asleep...but overall is fine!!!!

forget it

2005-08-04T15:50:00.000+08:00

met cool and funky pple today..glad tt i met them..haha..click well...

met my pri sch mate tooo!!..so fun..taking same lectures as me..at least not alone..

today econ class is ok...alot learnt in jc liao...hmm...

looking forwards to banking and accounting leectures again!!!!

supposed to go ntu and meet jy and jolene...although jy told me how to go there...but i still cannot figure out lah..not familiar with ntu and boon lay side....

somemore not my sch lor..surely very lost if i going in alone...hmm...

so forget it..dun want to go... so i headed home..

heez..tmr got math lecture..heard tt the lecturer is boring..and most of the thing we learnt in jc liao...

i thiink i will sleep....haha

i going to get fatter from those tea-breaks le..eating and eating..hahahaaa

accounting

2005-08-03T11:23:00.000+08:00

Yes..i din't regret my choice...accountancy is damn interesting and fun..

mb is the first lesson..but the lecturers are fun pple..make the whole lecture so interesting and funny..

in between..there is tea break..refreshments..wahaha...tea..cakes and bread for u to eat... for all lectures..so good huh...

glad to see glecy there..taking same units as me...so i am not alone!!!..hmm...but quite true..quite hard to make frenz..but i will try... anyway..it is my first lesson only..see how lor..

first lesson only..the notes so thick lor..then my bag very heavy..carried until my shoulder pain pain...gonna bind them into a book..

ok..in the morning...i took the correct bus but the wrong way!!!*pengz*.....the bus went all the way to highway..then i realised sth is wrong..called up my bro then alighted immediately..luckily i left my house early..or else i will be late..

yeah...somehow..i regret it becoz my frenz all in other schs...seems to drift apart liao..ask them out..they said dunno..nvm..understand tt u guys have ur own life..hmm..fine with me then:)

i miss u

2005-08-01T11:07:00.000+08:00

I miss u

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible thing but at the same time, a sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping thathe/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u wen out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.

It exposes u to loneliness.

It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.

U feel as if u are being left alone.

So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.

At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.

If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know.if u miss him/her too, tell them.

Don't let them wait.

no work

2005-08-01T10:56:00.000+08:00

yup..finally no work...but tmr starting sch le!!..

have been working for 7 mths!!!..oh my..how time flies man..

sianz..really very lazy going sch..afterall..7 mths of no sch...

but also tired of work liao..ow i wish there is 1 more mth of holiday..haha

i know 1 mth also no use lahz...haha..

watch "Red Candy" on wed...very scary lor..first time watching until so scared..din't sleep for the whole nite lehz!!!...

but nv regret watching it...nice horror movie!!

watch wet dream 2 also...erm...not very nice compared to part 1...part 2 is all abt gals stuff and nothing interesting...wahaha..

yeah..tmr starting sch..wonder how it is like..hope everything will be far...

thinking of the distance..i wanted to faint le..!!!!!gotta wake up early tmr..no more night activities le..tt's wad my mum warned me..

:(((((

superstar

2005-07-22T09:46:00.000+08:00

woohooo!!!

so happy tt Kelly PAn Jia LI and Wei Jian got into semi final....

actually for the male contestants..i want both M1 and M2 to get in leh..

but only 1 can get in..sigh.....

Kelly was so gooddd....really touches my heart...

power voice with sincere heart...with own style..damn cool lor...

she is da best!!!..pple..support her ok??...hahahaha

this is wad superstar is meant to be...

as for the other contestants..oh pls...brush up ur skills and voice ok?..

hmm.....

freaking

2005-07-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

can't wait to start sch....

i think that for now..only studying suit me the most..

i am still not ready in the working world...

i shall forget all problems and start planning for my sch..

oh my..can't wait to make new frenz...to study wad i like..

wondering how it would be..

but for sure..it is definitely better than working duhz...

yeah..shall keep those FREAKING pple away from me..

see no evil hear no evill...

yeah..tt's the way man:)

yes

2005-07-16T15:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with jy..have fun..

being with u guys made me forget all those unhappy stuff..but..temporary

went to meet 1 shifu...hmm..quite accurate...

and he sort of enlighten me..now..i am trying to change myself..

to a brand new Serene and hope everything will be fine:)

yup...received a msg from haze ..guess she heard sth from my office and she gonna ask me sth..

i dunno wad is it..but heck care le..juz ignore wad pple said as long as i nv do it...
yeah..tryin ghard now to do it...

finally see the true colours of certain pple...and it does not scare me now.. i have grown up...

it only irritates and pissed me off...but i will not show it out or tell other pple anymore..

it will be hidden in my heart and remains as secret:)

but i wun care..

eeeks

2005-07-15T10:26:00.000+08:00

hmm..

it seems that alot of pple are supporting Candynce F1 from Jue Dui Superstar..

she got 28.5 and she got in to semi finals le..

oh my.. firslty..i dun think she is that PRETTY..secondly..her voice is not very good also?..

thirdly.. she looks very "xin ku" when she singing...

i am no one to comment abt her..but..if she is really the superstar... oh my..i surely wun support her or buy her album...

compared to sliver and chanel.. she is way below...juz for her looks and pple voted for her..

as for the guys... the blind guy got in!!(sorry for bring crude coz i dunno his name)..

haiz..me and my mum both think that his singing sux leh...

pple voted for him mb becoz he is blind or wad...sianz..

wad kind of show is it?..wasting my time recording and watching it..

ironic

2005-07-13T09:53:00.000+08:00

it is so damn scary to find out that those pple who are nice to u actually backstab u..

to find out that actually pple take me for granted

and i cannot do anything..juz keep quiet...

i know dun care abt wad other pple said..but how ironic..

the more u tell urself not to care...the more u want to care abt wad other pple said..

and this actually really fustrated and pissed me off..

fine..whatever..it is time for me to leave..

not gonna go back anymore

i dunno

2005-07-07T10:11:00.000+08:00

wad's wrong with me recently..

i feel the emptiness in me...

why i cannot sleep at night and dream of alot of weird stuff??

i dunno wad i am so troubled...

when my uni stuff is all settled...

when i have my dad and mum who dote me alot.....

when i have nice frenz by my side..

but why i still feel this way..

sux...

i hate to see my frenz feeling sad andi cannot do anything to cheer them up..

i hate to see pple backstabbing me.PLS get out of my life..

i already tried to be forgiving...pls dun push any further

well..my frenz told me to follow my heart...

yeah..right now.. i wanna forget everything:)

thanx

2005-07-04T00:25:00.000+08:00

had fun last night..

enjoyed the chatting...crapping..and UNO stacko!!...haha

enjoyed so so much....

thanx for being such nice frenz..

thanx for supporting my decision..

love ya sweeties....:)

yeah

2005-06-30T09:52:00.000+08:00

made a big decision...

if u all(u know who i am refering to )... still treat me as ur frenz

pls support me ok?...really appreciates...

1 more month to go:

i nv regret knowing u...

u will be always on my mind

=)

bye

2005-06-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

bye pple..

dun miss me

Screwed

2005-06-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

everything seems to go wrong..

i was wrong from the start..and i regret it..

no pt regretting now..life sux..

while other pple got wad they want and yet..they are not satisfied..wth..
only me..hiding in my room..cry to sleep every night..nocourage to face everything/everybody

i am unhappy...so ashame of myself...everything is so screwed up!!

plus other stuff which i dun want to mention..upset me even more...

made me feel more sianz and negative towards LIFE

made me no confidence in wadever i do..feel like giving up everything

wad is "Let nature Take its Course"..wad is "God plans evcerything for u"..

all bullshit lah..

i hate being ME!!..can someone pls kill me?....

everything is so F*** UP...LIfe Sux!!!!

no mood

2005-05-19T20:03:00.000+08:00

nv blog for days le..

sianz...totally no mood...

haiz....

my parents going thailand tmr le...leaving mea t home...

but guess wad...i cannot go out....i have to meet at home to look after the house and my MAID!!

so ya...cannot go out lor...sorry pple if i promise u all to go out..

coz my parents will call back and spotcheck anytime...

sianz...been stuck between sth....dunno which i dunno how to handle..

mb shld let it go..

7610

2005-05-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

woohooo...

forgot to mention tt i bought the limited edition pink case for my baobei nokia 7610 hp...

love it lotzzzzzz....

so nice...so sweet...

still rotting at home...damn hungry..no food.....

starving to death soon...wahahaaaa

Get Lost

2005-05-15T14:56:00.000+08:00

well..rotting at home now...

i am home alone today!!

my maid went out

my parents went chinatown

my bro went out with gf...

left me alone at home...

anyway..i am used to it le...wadever...haha

coz i lazy to go chinatown lahz...

better still..alone at home..not one to disturb me...

think i got mood swing again..suddenly dun feel like toking le...hmmm.....

haiz............

TO THIS PARTICULAR PERSON....(NOT JY OF COZ)..HAHAcoz tt time she misunderstood everything and think tt i was toking abt her...

OK..TO THIS PERSON....

PLS STOP GIVING ME STUPID ATTITUDE....

PLS STOP ACTING CUTE?

PLS STOP INSTRUCT ME DO THINGS...

PLS STOP ACTING FAKE?

PLS STOP SHOWING UR BLACK FACE TO SHOW EVERYBODY THAT U ARE UNHAPPY...

PLS STOP GIVING THIS ATTITUDE TT WHEN U FEEL LIKE TOKING TO ME..THEN U TOK TO ME NICELY...OR IF U DUN FEEL LIKE TOKING...JUZ GIVE ME ATTITUDE?

HELLO?....U ARE GETTING MORE PROBELMATIC AND MORE DISGUSTING AND FAKE!!...I DARE TO SAY....SO?...EVEN U READ THIS AND U ARE UNHAPPY...TT'S UR PROBLEM..U ARE THE ONE WHO CANNOT GET ALONG WITH ME AND I CANNOT STAND U ANYMORE!I DUN EVEN RESPECT OR GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE

JUZ DISAPPEAR AND GET LOST....AND STOP SHOWING EVERYONE TT ONLY U GOT ALOT OF PERSONAL PROBLEMS..

OH PLEASE....EVERYBODY HAS THEIR OWN PROBLEMS OK?..STOP SHOWING OUT EVERYTHING AND AFFECT MY MOOD!!!

I AM NOT THERE TO TOLERATE UR ATTITUDE !!!

friendster

2005-05-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

well..got sth to announce...

i juz created an acct in FRIENDSTER...

haha..i know i abit slow lahz...actually dun want to sign up one..coz i not interested in FRIENDSTER lahz

but hor..today Haze abit bo liao and too much time at work lahz...so insisted tt i shld open an acct in FRIENDSTER...

so tt she can add me though....

haha..so wadever lahz..no harm also...she said she will help me keep track of everything and help me change pic here and then...

so nvm lor..she happy can le..wahahahaaa...

so pple..u can start adding me (wahaha05@hotmail.com) liaoz...or i already add u..pls accept me!!

miss teo

2005-05-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

oh...i saw Miss Jo Teo on sat..she walks past my working place!!!!

btw....she is one of my fav teachers...my Literature Teacher...

becoz of her..i developed interest in Lit(last time)...hahahha

cool huh?...but quite sad...when i saw her..i forgot her name!!

so i dun dare to call her...when i remember her name..she left Funan liao...haha

sianz..quite sad tt i can't talk to her...

i know she still remember me lah....coz she sort of like to call my name "miss Yu"to ans her qns one...

and i am the LIT rep..haha...

so sad..really sad....:(

damn

2005-05-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

hmm..work for the whole day today..

sianz..tired..but happy:)....

can't sleep again..wadever...

dad said we going bangkok AGAIN during JUNE....

haiz..not sianz meh..kept going thailand..haiyo.....

i want ROME...TAIWAN..HONGKONG..KORA..JAPAN

love this song

2005-05-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

love this song alot!!..finally found it..haha....listen to the lyrics...damn nice and meaningful:)

sleepless night

2005-05-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

darnnn

having sleepless night lately...AGAIN!!

life really sianz all of a sudden..

now even have to force myself to sleep....

sometimes...really dunno the reason for existance of me in this world..

somehow..i felt so insignificant in the eyes of my frenz or whoever..

i rather not to exist in this world...i dunno wad is the purpose of having me int his world.....

i begin to doubt my ability and my presence now

all of a sudden...i felt so pessimistic in wadever i do

i lost hope...lost confidence...lost everything....

i feel like crying...but no one cares

headache

2005-05-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

well...

having headache now...sianz..gonna sleep soon

today still no crowds leh..sianz..so slacking..haha

dunno to like it or not..hehe

feeling quite happy today....spent 1 hour chatting with colleagues after work..COOL!

tmr haze not gg work..sianz...haha

gtg..ciao

chey

2005-05-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

chey...

ask me back today to go work...

coz scared got alot of customers due to ntuc promotion..

but hor.....no pple one leh..expected to see crowds..diaoz..

maureen went to be usher...haha..but she left early coz she was sick...

take care gal!!

i like so extra..haha....go back and do nothing...

hmmm...hate the feeling...

no one understands lor....but heck care...at least i got to see someone!!!!

hahaha...so happy:)

first day of promo and the money not tally liaoz....

haiz..spent 2 hours to calculate leh..

wonder wad will happen tmr...haha..............

slack

2005-04-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

well...slacking most of the time...

not really busy now...but heard tt it onna be busy next week onwards..

the queue will be damn long....

they hiring a new CSA and data entry..

so shld be very busy bah...

so scary....

will see how..hehe

Work

2005-04-27T09:21:00.000+08:00

I received a call yesterday...

well...they told me to work back to work starting from today...

not 2nd may...

it's like finally....no need stay at home....daydreaming whole day...

the feeling sux u know..

haha..at least if i busy with sth..i wun think abt it

Yeah..mb no time to blog liao..hahah

sleep

2005-04-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

now my daily lifestyle is....

sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep........................

online and online and online and online......

tv and tv and tv and tv and tv.............

eating?...nah..nothing to eat at home....so poor thing.........

but this kind of lifestyle ending soon....starting work soon...

dunno used to it anot..later work half way wanted to sleep then i die...

hmm....meeting JY and Jolene later..to watch movie..

Yippeeeeee...

hmm....no money leh......sianz..still waiting for my pay tt they owe me...200 plus i think...

faster....or i really need to " he xi bei feng"

recently the weather damn hot...............................kinda of miss RewardsLink air-con..haha

used to complain very cold there...but this is wad i need now!!!!

will blog later:)

Debit card

2005-04-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

Yeah..Activate my debit card juz now le...

so happy....

haha...

starting work 2nd may le....haha...

so happy...

yipee....

waiting for 1 more surprise....*pray hard*

juz this one i wun ask for much le...

really....:)

really damn sianz at home...

wad to do......no money already....my frenz no time to go out with me..everybody so busy...

nvm lah...alone also good....

oh..my dad is sick...so today he staying at home..but like no diff leh..

so quiet..din't even know he at home until my mum told me...

diaoz

Wait and Wait and Wait

2005-04-25T14:09:00.000+08:00

ok..wadever....

dunno why other pple like to make me wait and wait and wait for their reply...

damn....

msn them..no reply..

sms them..no reply...

wadever..heck care le...

learnt a lesson...i dun reply anymore tooo!!!

made me continue waiting..wait somemore...I HATE WAITING...

let's say if someone msn/sms me..i muz reply them u know...

or else they will say me why i nv reply them....or i dao them..

take me for granted...Heck care..

juz to add on

2005-04-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

HEY..JY...

I WAS NOT REFERIN TO U....

U GET IT NOW....

haha..i know u are a great fren...will treasure the frenship even tt thing happened!!

hope u think so toooo.....

FULL

2005-04-24T22:12:00.000+08:00

Juz got home from dinner

i am BLOODY FULL!!

really damn full....

hahaha....

think i will not starve to death even i dun eat for 1 week...

somehow....scared of eating now...for time being...

coz i really damn full..................................................

hope tmr will be a nice day....a better day...

a good small surprise may brighten my life...juz wait and see:)

GReat day

2005-04-24T14:32:00.000+08:00

Yes..i was having a great day out last night...

reached home 12 plus...

managed to catch the last bus home...

found from haze tt i missed out lotza fun during the 2 weeks ...after i left...

yeah...

going to my auntie's house later...

happy!!..can go and see my dog le..hehehe

after tt going dinner with brother and parents..

tt's all...ciao

Yay

2005-04-23T15:44:00.000+08:00

Yay...meeting haze later...to go for dinner.....

damn long nv see her le...

miss her LOTZ....

haiz...still dunno whether i going back to RewardsLink to work anot....

haha...

btw..got alot of things to tell her....hmmmm

was not feeling ok this morning...abit upset over some matters...

haze called me....then somehow i very moody...my attitude was not good then...

i am sorry ger.....feeling moody today..

but seeing later will cheer me up!!:)

after talking to haze on phone..i was thinking something...

then my tears dropped....dunno why also....

feeling kinda upset and feel like crying suddenly!...for no reason

thinking i really going mad le....

haha..wadever:)

Lost..

2005-04-23T10:39:00.000+08:00

My FRenz sensed that i feel and sound LOST..

Yeah..HE is right....really a frenz indeed..

he is the only one who sensed it u know?..he knows something bugging me....scary nia..

i nv tell anyone.............he juz suddenly said when we chatting...."u sound LOST"...

OMG.....

not even my good frenz sensed something wrong...haha

ok..tt's not the pt...

i really feel lost now..haha...

dunno why also....sudden feel....

not lost in term of my future prospect...or uni admission or wadever..

i also dunno why i am lost...can someone guide me...hahaha

hmm...

2005-04-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

welll.....

sometimes i really dun feel like toking to u....

juz feel like i got nothing much to tok to u le..

the feeling is different..like toking to stranger liao...

not like last time..we used to tok ALOT...used to have similar topics..

dunno why like tt..u juz give me a feeling tt i am really very uncomfortable with...

last time not like tt one leh..feel so comfortable toking to u...

but not now man....wad's wrong?......i dare to say i did not change at all.....i am still ME...

actually i feel like this long ago....but only slightly...din't expect to feel so strongly now..

wad's wrong!!???!!..i ask myself ....but i cannot find the answer...

i am not ur wadever person and i no need to report everything to u rite?... kept forcing me to tell u everything.....haiz....u really dunno how to respect pple's decision...want means want....

sometimes feel so pressurize toking to u...somehow..dun click...

but u still want to tok to me..i cannot reject u rite?

sometimes really feel so irritated...

u were given a chance but u nv appreciated

haiz...wad to do..... better to tok less

hmm...i think it is my prob....maybe.....

i think i juz need shut up and disappear bah..

sianz....

2005-04-22T14:06:00.000+08:00

hmmm..now listening to Lin Jun Jie new songs.....

damn nice...always nv regret buying his cds....

anyway....nearly watched "Infection" with kelly yesterday....

but thinking tt she needs to work today..better go home and rest early lor...

next time then watch....

chatted with her yesterday..have dinner..so nice to chat with her...someone who i really can talk to..hehe:)

damn funny...

she ending work in may..and i gonna start work in may le...

now i not working...then she working...dunno why like tt..hahahaha....

listening to Lin Jun Jie's song...then got 1 song called "Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou"(1000 years later)..

think the lyrics quite meaningful...where will i be 1000 years later?...a world without me ??

wad will happen?...who knows..haha

i dun even know what will happen 1 day later..hahaha

stop thinking too much.........

Superstar

2005-04-22T12:30:00.000+08:00

let me make today's topic interesting..

if i were a Superstar......i will....

Record alot of albums...with wonderful songs of coz
have concerts worldwide..and give free tickets to my close frenz to share with them my joy..
tell the whole world how much i love them
tell SHE,Elva,Jay Chou,Wang Lee Hom,Sun Yanzi that they are my IDOLS!!! and i love their songs alot!!!!
Work with SHE,Elva,Jay Chou,Wang Lee Hom,Sun Yanzi for my albums..
Advertise for slimming programme...wahaha
Ask Jay and Wang Lee Hom to write songs for me....
Travel round the world to thanx my fans..
Tell Jolin to stop acting like AYUMI...and being so fake...
buy lotsa clothes
Tell the media to PROTECT ANIMALS
I will tell He Jun Xiang (main male actor of Ai Qing He Yue idol drama) and Lin Jun Jie that i got a crush on them...haha

Well..those are rubbish.....i really dunno wad to do at home...dun "bian" me...hahaha

Food Sux

2005-04-21T14:21:00.000+08:00

Yucks....i wsih to comment abt the western food we had last night...

at my brother's guad night....it is so DAMNNN delicious(being sarcastic btw)...

haiz..dunno why they serve this kind of food lor....20 bucks per person..so ex...

btw...i regret going...hahaaa....not juz tt the food not nice..but also...

my brother wanted me to go juz to be his PHOTOGRAPHER.............

haiyo....so tiring helping him take photos...

but nvm..it's his big day...so "rang" him lor...

meeting kelly later...yippeeeeeeee...